Everything in the World

Everything in the World
词曲:曲婉婷
演唱:曲婉婷

How many times you asked yourself before
What’s the point
wasting time
But how many times you stand up for yourself
Make a point
you have a reason
You know
it’s not fair
Your life
belongs to nobody else
So don’t tell me there is nobody you want to hold
You know you messed up but nobody can live alone
So don’t tell me there is nothing left in this world
Just open your eyes
you got everything in the world
How many times you want to give up yourself
Once again
there’s no point
But how many times you kept on moving on
Once again
you have a reason
You know
it’s not fair
Your life
belongs to nobody else
So don’t tell me there is nobody you want to hold
You know you messed up but nobody can live alone
So don’t tell me there is nothing left in this world
Just open your eyes
you got everything in the world
Does it make you wonder?
Is it karma or is it fate
Is it you
or is it me
Oh does it really make you falter
Does it make you want to believe?
It is true
you’re like nobody else
So don’t tell me there is nobody you want to hold
You know you messed up but nobody can live alone
So don’t tell me there is nothing left in this world
Just open your eyes
you got everything in the world
Just open your eyes
you got everything in the world
I open my eyes
I have you in my world

昨天四只妹纸蹲着寝室围着火锅吃的时候,除了火锅底料不给力外一切都好,对了琰小言说酒的度数不够给力,她还没有到畅所欲言的状态。我听了三个故事,一个是百度与他们的爱情故事,一个是自习室的爱情故事,还有一个甩掉尾戒的浪漫故事,只有我沉默了,脑海中浮现了很多场景,可是却没有想要分享的理由。

平安夜那天晚上,本是一个不想触碰的晚上,却是凑巧跟几个陌生人打升级度过。我知道ta想知道我在干什么,所以ta问我的时候我也回复了,或者说我脑海中早已设定好了这样的对话。那天还突然想起当年买过的绿色拉链零钱包,向着朋友们讨一毛钱,收集齐了送给ta。

有些事情虽然变了,但是那些习惯还是没变。桌上依旧摆着那些公仔,依然留着qq,关注着微薄,那些照片还在,麦兜依然在床上陪着我,只是我取下了脖子上的项链然后收藏起来,只是每天想要看看ta更新的状态却从来忍住不回复,只是亲情号“520”再也没有用过......

之前想把那近5年的一点一滴列一个时间轴,发现我忘记了很多事情,也记得很多事情,而列出来又如何?告诉自己这五年其实做了很多事情?和ta。

柴静的《看见》发布会演讲给我印象最深的,她说她翻看学生时代的日记想找灵感,却发现全部是主观情绪,而那些人和事早已记不清楚。我在想貌似我也是这样,那些情绪,絮絮叨叨换来的只是疲倦。

最近常常在寝室开着唱吧唱歌,在实验室就开着曲婉婷的这张《Everything in the world》专辑,屏蔽了一些东西,也只在想要表达的时候才说话,我不想怜悯自己,但也渴望被关心,而可信赖的东西却愈发减少,因而我又喜欢上跟着小顾,听她跟我讲新西兰,讲国际列车,讲综艺节目情书,讲赵蜀黍,讲孙芸芸,还有很多故事...这些扩展了我的思绪的故事,最好慢慢填满我。

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